Nada mas mirarte se te notan los ojos llenos de tristeza y de dolor que eres incapaz de compartir, o dejar de lado.
Cada dia te carcomes por dentro por todo lo que ha pasado.
Por tu pasado.
No kieres dejarlo ir, o por lo menos no de una vez. Tienes miedo de lo mal que te puedes poner.
Pero...no me gusta para nada verte asi.
Muerto, sonrisa falsa preparada, necesidad, ayuda gritando por tus ojos.
Kisiera verte sonreir, y verte feliz y sacarte todo ese peso que tienes encima pero...
no se como hacerlo, no se como ayudarte.
Porfavor dime que puedo hacer, lo que sea, yo lo hago.
Con tal de verte feliz, lo hago.
Me kitarias un enorme peso de encima y adicionarias horas a mi tiempo de sueño.
Te kiero, y me importas. Es por eso q me meto en estos asuntos que son solo tuyos y a lo mejor no kieres compartir ni nada por el estilo..pero no soporto verte asi.
No siempre el fin justifik los medios..
pero creo q esta vez si.
Y mi fin es verte feliz..los medios no importan.
Importa el final: verte vivir la vida, sonreir trankilamente y ver que no tienes q cargar todo ese peso, que es demasiado para ti.

This is my soul speaking through my mouth
these are my emotions locked in an empty body
tonight in this empty room
with no one around but u.

This is me in the middle of nowhere
my body is hollow and im feeling so alone
every word echoes in my head and every doubt is gone,
now that I know u will not go.

I wanna feel some love, I wanna feel some peace
and i hope that i will find it in u
cuz im so tired of being hurt.

I was never supposed to let u know
How much I care about u.
I was never supossed to say
Im always here for you.

And in spite of that, I want u to know that I can see through every smile u fake and every lie u tell,
Someone who is afraid of being him, not sure of what they’ll think.
Someone who is afraid of getting hurt, it has been enough.
And someone who is afraid of letting go, letting go all those feelings, all those memories, all that pain.

I wanna see u smile, I wanna see u laugh
I wanna see u say: I am happy

Now, let ur soul speak through ur mouth
Let all those locked emotions free
Be whatever u wanna be
Say whatever u wanna say
Do whatever u wanna do.
Breath.
Be you, be happy.

I dont know what hurts the most...

if knowing I lost three of the most important people in my life for the same mistake as usual..

or knowing that I let down someone who I care a lot about [again]..

or knowing that almost nobody trusts me..

or knowing that even though this hurts and burns and keeps me from smiling u're a lot better without me.

And u have the right, and u have the reasons. And I wanna thank u for everything u did for me.

I never ment to hurt u..but I always end doing it.

Those were good times..but it seems like they're gone.

...it's time to move on.